Mama got lucky, well sort of.

So, my life is always a series of yin and yang. Rex's surgery went well. He will see dr next week and that's it. No balls. Going into full adulthood. Last week, I got hit and run by these two black guys. My car ..this happened.twice already and this was the biggest one for me so far. I am scared to drive now because I am afraid who is going to hit me out of nowhere now. I got it fixed. Bryan gave me a good deal though and did it very fast.

Today, my insurance decided to cover my IVF treatment. They weren't going to do that last year but since January this year their plan or policy changed and it's okay for non-married couple like us. OMG. This is such a great news.

See, it all started with Pepe. When he passed away, I took it as a sign that he wanted me to be a real mom, to a human baby with my boyfriend (at that time, now fiance). To me, Pepe was my baby, so in a way, I did not feel a sense of emergency to have a real baby, because I felt like he was my baby. But since God decided to take him away from me, I was suddenly empty, I knew Pepe was telling me to trust my man and to make my own human family.

So finally I am trying. It took me more than a year, I was willing to put down 10,000 bucks including additional insurance and all that, but now I don't need to pay because my original insurance from my employer pays for this. I am really ecstatic. I feel like this is a message from God saying I am on the right path. And this IS possible. I am at the age where I should be having 2 or 3 kids already and it's such a late start, but never know. because I feel like Pepe was watching and supporting us. If it's a boy, I seriously want to have a 3rd 4th middle name called Pepe...lol